From the darkness of my soul i have found peace within, peace that for years i though i had all under control, but really i never knew what peace was until i discovered the darkness of my soul. Peace from within the darkest place. i have removed that little man and found peace within.
As previously mentioned i love simplicity and believed my life evolved around simplicity, living a simple life existing in a manner that allowed freedom, flexibility and comfort. I found out it was all a lye, It was a simple lye if i do say so. You see i listened to my conscious mind and it was as simple as that. I had peace within or so i believed because i listened to that little man whispering in my ear. That little man is your conscious mind and unbeknownst to me he lived and partied with your dark soul.
This life existed up until just over 12 months ago, to which time i was in a relationship with someone i respected, loved, trusted and above all understood completely. For the best part it was a simple relationship, neither of us had to work at anything to do with it, of course there where discussions on directions, food and general life, but for the most part we understood each other completely. The only thing wrong with our relationship was that we where walking the same path we both wanted the same things and will end up doing the same thing, but unfortunately we both had to get away to find ourselves, resolve our past before we can move forward in any form. We separated and i spiraled into the darkness of my soul, this is a place where all nigh mares exist where all pain is stored and where there is only one direction to go and although it can be done in many ways, this is where you make peace within for everything that has happened in your past, the people you have hurt or have hurt you, they must must all be forgiven, and not just forgiven you sincerely have to forgive them and mean it . Unresolved issues harbor hate, hate harbors pain, pain is non productive in your journey forward in life, pain will only hold you in your the past in darkness. The darkness of our soul exist within all of us unless you have been done the dance of the darkness. This is where every pain you have ever felt exist.